Thursday, October 31, 2024
Beautiful Torment
Saturday, October 12, 2024
Mesmerized
Our love and bond will always be forever;
Friday, June 3, 2022
The Princess that I miss
Alone again as I sit in this empty room
Dreaming of the day to see you again
I would vow and be under you care
Serving you with all my heart
I'm thinking about you
Words that I always wanted to tell you
The thin straw that became a strong rope
Is now what binds me in this hope
Wish that I could be with you forever
And promise to leave you never
Broken thoughts that still leads to your grace
My longings that I embrace
Days without you seems so empty
As life has lost its meaning
How I missed you so much
A hurting feeling that can be cure by you
Thinking of the times that we were having fun
Remembering the days of life in the sun
As time ticks away, everyday we should learn
Love is patient and kind it expects nothing in return
I wanted to be by your side always
For as long as I live out all of my days
Set my life to you because your hard to find
The Princess in my mind
Saturday, May 28, 2022
Silent Pain
Again as I try to sleep at night
I cried because the feeling is not right
I have lost the love I sought
Its killing me inside which I cannot fought
I love her so much that my heart screams of her name
But I cannot be with her that is her game
The agony of each day trying to hold back
Emotions and feelings that has been kept intact
Sometimes I want to die due to the ache in my heart
But she gives me time and attention and I'm not that smart
And everywhere I look, I see her smiling face
I think I'm crazy then my heart starts to race
I keep on asking my self, are you OK?
Are you sure? are you OK?
What is happening, are you still OK?
Is this OK? and I replied to my self that I'm ok...
I'm dying inside, so helpless
The love that I search so restless
This chest of mine is about to explode
Still trying to keep it in for the final reload
All I can do is pray for her
Let God keep her safe and be kind to her
Watch her every day skin to skin
And please do not allow her to experience the pain I'm in
Monday, May 23, 2022
Hope
As I wait for the day to end
Watching the clouds move and try to pretend
The time slowly passes which I cannot blame
I waited for you but you never came
I think I know now what she means
The signs that I was not able to glean
That I'm just a mere friend nothing more
Someone you can call but not adored
You suddenly changed and I don't know why
The day became so long and I started to cry
Was it the things I have not done?
Or my feelings has not reach you? or are you trying to run?
I know that your hurting too
Do you think that I would do the same thing to you?
I love you so much and still I know not why?
I fallen for you and that's the reason I always try
I want to heal and mend your broken heart
So that you can love and be loved
So you can become the same person you once were
And even if I'm not the one, you can start again
Sunday, May 8, 2022
Falling and Falling
I don’t know what really happened
Every time I'm with this friend
All of a sudden, I was not feeling grey
It wasn’t really any ordinary day
Every time we’ve ever talked and chatted
Time really flies and begged it not to stopped
All I know is that in my heart, it can’t be the same
I always think of her, I think I'm going insane
Love might be the reason behind my infatuation
But this sensation is what I love in this situation
I hope that my feelings would reach her
To show my sincerity if she prefer
But now, just looking at her photo makes my heart pound
I cannot stop the happiness and kilig, what I found
All the sudden having to look in your eyes makes me start to lose control of my heart
Keeping the symptoms hidden inside and trying to be smart
When you look into my eyes, I start to blush every time, I don’t understand
I'm not so sure on how to react when you reach out for my hand
I wish to make the moment stop with all my might
All I can do is dream about you every night
Tuesday, May 3, 2022
Royalty and Me
I was a fool to love a Princess
Not in my league and also priceless
I cannot offer a life of luxury and gold
I'm just a simple man trying to be bold
Yet I fallen for her with her beautiful smile
Her long black hair which I love her style
The soothing voice of calmness and peace
The funny jokes which she can only release
I was bewitch with her simplicity and charm
Cannot forget details about her warmth
A princess worthy of a prince
But I'm just me how can I convince?
I can see how far we are apart
She is rich and I only have my heart
I was so naïve that I didn't realize
I have nothing to offer and was not thinking too wise
A nobody that has nothing
A meaning less existence and not a king
Like the sun and the moon and stars
That can never become one so far
Still I love her with all my heart
It may not be enough and could keep us apart
I guess I'll die trying
Proving her she is worth waiting