Goodbye Hopelessly

I made a promise to someone
And I intend to do it and begone
As long as it pleases her...
I don't mind because it's what I swear

It would be best to be like that
To forget and move on, to fill this empty slot
It would also be beneficial for me
To fix my life first, clear the walls that I see.

Still if I do this I could prove to myself
That it's nothing of any importance even if that's what I felt
To remain numb as if nothing happened
So that life for me has not end.

I can wish that this would just be erased
A memory of the past I want to replace
Still I cannot get over it yet
But I know someday I can forget.

Cravings of my Heart

I dreamed of someone that I knew
A love that was rare and found it in a few
Wishful thinking and a prayer is all I have
For the love I sought, I cannot really have.

Love really comes in different ways
You may not want it but it gets stronger day by day
Just the thought of you makes me sing
What more if I see you, so much joy it brings.

Though I know you’re mad at me
And we are not that acquainted as I see
Still I have loved you silently
For that’s all I can do, to keep our harmony.

I was contented of just seeing you
So I did keep my distance for you not to knew
But when I sing, I would look at you
For you to know the song was dedicated, only for you.

Well… I guess it can’t be helped
A hopelessly romantic as I felt
Maybe I would be ok if I just wait…
Because if we are meant to be, then that is faith.

Rhapsody of Love

Love comes in different ways
We may not see it, but hear it when it start to play
It’s hard to find in different circumstances
But feel it when you have the chemistry to perform its dances

Love makes you laugh and cry
For it would never be love if you didn’t try
Happiness it gives when you feel the same way
Sadness is felt if your love is one way

Love is patient thou it seems forever
When hours turn into days you will always remember
On how you do things to someone special to you
Time and effort, moments that would ease your blues

Love is also hatred at the same time
Where you try to forget, but still you wish she could be mine
Things always happen for purpose
And the things you do will be the cause

Love is something that we cannot grasp
For if you hold on too tight the feeling might not last
We can never tell when it might divert
Coz if you’re ready to love, then you’re prepared to get hurt

Agony in Silence

The day was fine as it starts
But ended with a frown in my heart
Guess that no matter how you reach out
Some people cannot understand, no doubt.

Seeing the way you react
Gets the logical calculation for me to contract
I didn't meant to do any mistakes
I was just trying to reach, yet you forsake.

Before I was asking my self why?
Of all the people, you gave me sigh
Which I cannot understand...
Maybe profound in someone makes you strand.

Now here being alone, I recall
It really hurts when the person you like gives you a thrall
All I wanted was to be a friend
And that is all I ever intend.

Now I have no means to any conversation
Because the things you said and did gave me that reason
Still I'm here and watching you
because in my heart all I really need is you.

Love in the Wrong Time

My heart yearns for you
If you only knew
I don’t know why, I still pursue…
The feelings I feel for you so please don’t argue.

I can only tell you my thoughts when I sing
Because if I did, it’s still wrong, this inkling
I like you so much that I always think of you
I hope you feel the same way that I do…

Your smiles that is sweet and simple
I can only glance at it because I am not able…
Able to have it for my own
Because you have someone else that I have known.

If I could have met you a bit earlier before
Maybe then to you I would swore
That my love will always be yours
And maybe my heart wouldn’t be in this course.

The Verge of Start

In this quest which I will under take
Where again I search for love that is not fake
I guess that it would begin here
And maybe this would make it clear.

There is someone that really puzzles me
I know I like her but why can't she see?
She has mistaken me for someone that I am not
I want to tell her every thing but I cannot.

I think I might have scared her or something
But i didnt mean that to happen, watta wrong timing
To tell you the truth, I cannot hide my feelings anymore
I really like her a lot, and I could not ask for more.

She has turned me down a couple of times
And the next time will be the third time
Guess I will wait till I strike out
Then maybe I shall cry and shout...

Still I will pursue the person that i really like
For if i don't try, my self I might dislike
Because true love comes once in a while
So take it if you feel the same, and loving it makes it worth while

Love Came Around

I found someone that makes me smile
That gives a throb that I thought was impossible
Someone that can make my head turn slowly
And I can’t take my eyes off of her... literally.

I really like her a lot, even before
But the courage in me is so small, so I need more
I tried to confess, still my mouth can’t speak
And a lot of things come to mind now I can’t breathe.

I look silly and nervous that I sometimes froze in front of her
I choke on my words before, when I try to please her
But now I guess I have more confidence
That I can act normally and calmly, so this is my chance.

I knew I have fallen, when I first saw her
My heart skips a beat and everything was a blur except her
She’s a bit feisty but I know she’s the one I’m missing
She’s so mysterious which keeps me on guessing.

Still… I need to do some things first to make things in order
And if she would wait for me I know that she’s mine
Maybe if my worries and problems are over…
Then maybe I can pursue love one more time.