A Plea of a Broken Heart

Almost every day I find my heart crushed

That I feel like not living in this world anymore

It’s like I’m dying each day because it’s too much

My emotions stir up till it sore;

I cannot explain how miserable I feel

How this life keeps on messing up with everything else

I gave my all, my everything my heart and soul

And in the end it was all in vain;

Memories of us hunts me everyday

The days in the sun, my world then was fun

The one love that gave my life back

A moment in my life which was fulfilling;

Now, I try to fight this struggle I’m in

Living alone, like a single tree in a desert

I’m just here waiting, waiting to rain

Life’s meaning is gone, when all make’s no sense

How I wish that this life of mine would end

For the meaning in it has been removed once again

I live this lonely life to only feel resent

I need help… please someone? I can’t take this pain;

The Repetition

I loved once again hoping it won’t end

But sadly the love I gain was just pretend

Never had I thought to feel this way again

Anguish and despair, feel of lost and pain;

May be I loved too much that it’s drowning

Or I loved less to lessen the mourning

Either way I have loved too much

So much that disappointment rush;

I really thought that she was the one

I really thought that I will be her only one

The sadness amidst in these tears of pain

Is somewhat freedom in this I gain?

My life alone, once more I dwell

Waiting again for love to stop this swell

Broken fragments of memories

Plays involuntarily that could not ease;

So now that this chapter is over

I’ll be hoping that the next time is not a dozer

A lasting and faithful person is what I really need

For the love I give is endless and steady speed;

FEAR

As the day starts and all still dim

I search for the light but cannot be seen;

My eyes still blur from its long slumber

The place I recall is still none any other.

Wondering how life would have been

If it didn’t change, will it still be on me?

Choices made and mistakes delivered

A frown on my face that was lost forever.

I feel like I’m dwelling in my past

For my thoughts lingering on what I was;

Dreams of yesterday still hunting me

A memory I want to erase.         

A life with worries and doubts

We struggle every day in our given bouts;

I wish that in life there is certainty

And assurance to the things we cherish mostly.

We all have to face it someday

And I had it and it has blown me away

I never wanna experience that in my life

Because I’m still starting to struggle in this strife.

My Sleeping Princess

Tonight as I try to sleep

My thoughts of you I always keep

The night so dark and empty                                                         

Is filled with warmth, when you are with me.

The loneliest feeling that I always get

 When I’m without you I always regret

I’m lost as it may seemed

But once I have you, I picture to kiss you in my dreams.

All I can do now is to wait

To pass this evening of sadness, to end this state

How I dreamt of you sleeping in my arms

Hugging you tightly and protecting you from harm.

 Myself I cannot contain

This makes life a bit insane

For without you I have nothing

Because my life began, when I had your loving.

Just this once I got another chance

A love so true which you can glance

It may not be perfect, but it is great!

To have someone like you my darling, life is what we create.

Strike Back

Again at this moment I found despair
The one thing I reject to avoid the blare
A feeling I try to erase
For I was condemn to that phase

I never want that to happen again
The mixed emotions of hate and pain
Where once I feared of losing someone
The instinct I solemnly out done

Most of the time if I’m alone
I wish that no one can reach my zone
For the closeness I came across
Is the limit of my logic that is bound by the cross

Regret is somewhat I feel
But I guess I know that it’s real
The path that again might open
For me to seal it to avoid any coffin

The boundaries that needs to be unlock
I must endure any wall that may block
For the will to fight was always an asset
To give up means to reset

A Steel of Love

When we’re together it just feel so right

Just you and I makes a bright light

You’re all that I have

My life, my only love.

I will never leave your side

I’ll be your mentor and your guide

Each and every day is full of surprise

That’s why thru good and bad it will suffice

Thou other forces might stop us

I know we can do it because we must!

Struggles and hindrance may come...

What life might throw at us we can overcome.

I will cherish with what we started

The dreams we made and the bond we accepted

Is the reason why our love is indestructible

With our hearts so strong it’s unbreakable.

I promise that I would never let you go

Because this feeling that we have is a great show!

A movie that we create with our hearts

Which will grow even more and we will never part.

Designed to Signify

A view of the sky with white clouds

Where I can feel the peace and serenity;

Reminds me when I first found

The very important part of my journey.

My existence is what makes me real

Where I must do whatever it takes;

To push forward and start to heal

The wounds that was bleeding and the heart aches.

I want to walk and then start to run

Towards the future that is so unstable;

Finding for myself the essence of this life

The meaning of my dreams and all.

To see that I can make it through

With my own hands to mold the coming dialogues;

Foreseeing the unknown that develops

The forces which conflicts everything.

How I wanted to defy the failed faith

To extinguish the fire that was burning for so long;

The process which I must undergo

For the sequences and sake of  developing.