April Rose

 

The day I thought that wouldn’t never come

Was when you came along that’s all I could sum

I found joy and happiness

You were the love that I sought endless

 

I was just minding my way

And then I saw you, tulala ako sayu from that day

My life became wonderful and swirled

That’s because of you my darling my world

 

I wish that I could have met you before

That we could have loved so much more

Spend the days that could have been fun

Because love is here and we cannot run

 

I surrender to the feeling a new

As it gives me hope, something to look forward to

Love was just around the corner

I didn’t saw it at first because I was bitter

 

But then again, I love you with all of my heart

The words that you would always hear in this part

Where I show you how much you mean to me

Because it was you that would make my destiny

Unsonged

Each day as I watch your beautiful  smile

A very warmth and comfortable feeling, worthwhile

Just a glimpse of it, even from a far

How I wish you were mine, coz to me you’re a star

The way you talk with your brown eyes

Your funniest jokes that made my lungs cry

The sensations and emotions that you give off

Made it easily for me to fall, set sail to you and cast off

Your gentle voice that speaks in my thoughts and I doze 

I think I'm going crazy, but trying to be composed 

Then my heart or brain keeps calling out your name

Tinamaan talaga ako! this I can proclaim

I'm happy to have met you

I'm happy to have found someone like you

In this world of mine which is very tragic

I just hide all of it, with my wits and smiles, magic!

I want to say all the words to make you see me

But I have nothing... and not even in your league.

The only thing that I could offer, is my loyalty and my time

So for now I'll just be here, only loving you in my mind.

Feels Right over Wrong

When trust is lost and all falls out

Betrayal from the one you loved, so much doubt,

But then you met some one new
Mixed Emotions, starts to brew

An echo in my head keeps calling  out your name

Like shouting aloud but only in my brain,

A hunch that you know that this is it
Confusion and dilemma to confirm it

The sun shines as bright as it can get

As the wind of change blew, no more regrets,

Time flies and really heals everything

Even a broken heart, has gotten back its wings

I give up my self to this new feeling

As it provides new resolve and meaning

I thought I would never feel this way again

Trust and respect that was lost, amidst this big den

Everyday my life was oh so gloomy

But then I met you, and it started to get groovy,

And at last I knew this heart of mine 

Has fallen again in due time

Awakened

Broken trust broken vow

Lies and deceit on which I plow

I trusted to much and here I am

Never thought that I would be scammed 

The only one who knows you  most

That person who is very close

Your partner in life which you entrust

The only person that you trust

Amidst the torments you gave

Nights of torture, feels like the grave

I died endlessly in my mind

The river of tears that comes with this bind

Like sharp knives that stroked my heart 

The pain too great crushing it to small parts

I'm not so sure if  I'm still alive

I'm so dead inside so numb falling in this dive

You fooled me twice 

Yet I still choose you, so unwise

But then it strike me, and I shivered on the floor

The love I sought was a war

The Time

A lot of things can happen in a single day 

To which I experience in this life that we play 

Events that have values and significance 

The lessons we learned and assurance. 

Life is cruel to all of us… 

But when we are prepared that’s a plus 

We will never be so sure of everything 

So always remember, that there's always an ending. 

Time changes things 

Time can strengthen the feelings 

Time is all we need 

Time will tell, when we will stop to bleed.

Midnight Sun

Falling again and finding someone new

The process where we all go through 

I was just minding my own business and you came along

Unexpected to see you in a way so strong.

You stole my heart and mind

My eagerness to see you, I don't care what's behind

Your name keeps on whispering in my ears

I know I can't have you, then I break down in tears.

Its like your the sea and I'm the land

We both meet but can never be in hand

How I wish I could break this chains

The love I never new that shackles me in pain.

The inkling in my heart that wants to be with you

A longing feeling, a missing piece in this view

Time is ticking fast so I must be true

For if I never try, I will never knew.

Now a phase in life in which I reside
Every day is a choice which we must decide;
Life is always a constant change
Always be ready for it might be to late.

True Happiness

A word, a feeling which everyone is searching
It comes in different sizes and packaging
Something to look forward to
Something to be shared by two...

It cannot be forcefully taken
It cannot be obtained if one is broken...
This feeling and sensation is a warm thing
Like the rays of the morning sun touching

It can be memories of the good times and past
In which things are still changing doesn't last
We will never know that it exist without sadness and grief
The opposite meaning of disappointment and bleed

This is also a fragile thing that easily breaks
A split second of mistakes and wrong decisions, that's all it takes
Which can vanish into the night
Gone in to the darkness without a sight

So once you have obtained this with you
Cherish it, savor the moment, that is what you should do
Because things like this are so precious and hard to gain
And you may never know when it will come around again