Falling and Falling

I don’t know what really happened

Every time I'm with this friend

All of a sudden, I was not feeling grey 

It wasn’t really any ordinary day

Every time we’ve ever talked and chatted

Time really flies and begged it not to stopped 

All I know is that in my heart, it can’t be the same

I always think of her, I think I'm going insane

Love might be the reason behind my infatuation 

But this sensation is what I love in this situation

I hope that my feelings would reach her

To show my sincerity if she prefer

But now, just looking at her photo makes my heart pound

I cannot stop the happiness and kilig, what I found

All the sudden having to look in your eyes makes me start to lose control of my heart

Keeping the symptoms hidden inside and trying to be smart

When you look into my eyes, I start to blush every time, I don’t understand

I'm not so sure on how to react when you reach out for my hand

I wish to make the moment stop with all my might

All I can do is dream about you every night

Royalty and Me

I was a fool to love a Princess

Not in my league and also priceless

I cannot offer a life of luxury and gold

I'm just a simple man trying to be bold

Yet I fallen for her with her beautiful smile

Her long black hair which I love her style

The soothing voice of calmness and peace

The funny jokes which she can only release

I was bewitch with her simplicity and charm

Cannot forget details about her warmth

A princess worthy of a prince

But I'm just me how can I convince?

I can see how far we are apart

She is rich and I only have my heart

I was so naïve that I didn't realize

I have nothing to offer and was not thinking too wise

A nobody that has nothing

A meaning less existence and not a king

Like the sun and the moon and stars

That can never become one so far

Still I love her with all my heart

It may not be enough and could keep us apart

I guess I'll die trying 

Proving her she is worth waiting

More than a Friend

At last I have confessed

My feelings for her and all of the rest

The emotions kept for so long

Exploded in a day so very strong

I was not gonna tell her

I was supposed to be just a chauffeur

I was fine just being like that

But it changed when I saw another tomcat

I cannot explain what I felt that day

All I can do is just watch in dismay

The though of losing her comes into play

I never thought to feel that way

Jealousy anguish and despair

trying to keep my cool and just be happy for her 

I was so lost for words on that moment

Realization hit me in the face and its content

I never thought that it was already love 

Until I felt the ache and all of the above

The inklings I thought I have conquered

But no, I already fallen for her 

April Rose

 

The day I thought that wouldn’t never come

Was when you came along that’s all I could sum

I found joy and happiness

You were the love that I sought endless

 

I was just minding my way

And then I saw you, tulala ako sayu from that day

My life became wonderful and swirled

That’s because of you my darling my world

 

I wish that I could have met you before

That we could have loved so much more

Spend the days that could have been fun

Because love is here and we cannot run

 

I surrender to the feeling a new

As it gives me hope, something to look forward to

Love was just around the corner

I didn’t saw it at first because I was bitter

 

But then again, I love you with all of my heart

The words that you would always hear in this part

Where I show you how much you mean to me

Because it was you that would make my destiny

Unsonged

Each day as I watch your beautiful  smile

A very warmth and comfortable feeling, worthwhile

Just a glimpse of it, even from a far

How I wish you were mine, coz to me you’re a star

The way you talk with your brown eyes

Your funniest jokes that made my lungs cry

The sensations and emotions that you give off

Made it easily for me to fall, set sail to you and cast off

Your gentle voice that speaks in my thoughts and I doze 

I think I'm going crazy, but trying to be composed 

Then my heart or brain keeps calling out your name

Tinamaan talaga ako! this I can proclaim

I'm happy to have met you

I'm happy to have found someone like you

In this world of mine which is very tragic

I just hide all of it, with my wits and smiles, magic!

I want to say all the words to make you see me

But I have nothing... and not even in your league.

The only thing that I could offer, is my loyalty and my time

So for now I'll just be here, only loving you in my mind.

Feels Right over Wrong

When trust is lost and all falls out

Betrayal from the one you loved, so much doubt,

But then you met some one new
Mixed Emotions, starts to brew

An echo in my head keeps calling  out your name

Like shouting aloud but only in my brain,

A hunch that you know that this is it
Confusion and dilemma to confirm it

The sun shines as bright as it can get

As the wind of change blew, no more regrets,

Time flies and really heals everything

Even a broken heart, has gotten back its wings

I give up my self to this new feeling

As it provides new resolve and meaning

I thought I would never feel this way again

Trust and respect that was lost, amidst this big den

Everyday my life was oh so gloomy

But then I met you, and it started to get groovy,

And at last I knew this heart of mine 

Has fallen again in due time

Awakened

Broken trust broken vow

Lies and deceit on which I plow

I trusted to much and here I am

Never thought that I would be scammed 

The only one who knows you  most

That person who is very close

Your partner in life which you entrust

The only person that you trust

Amidst the torments you gave

Nights of torture, feels like the grave

I died endlessly in my mind

The river of tears that comes with this bind

Like sharp knives that stroked my heart 

The pain too great crushing it to small parts

I'm not so sure if  I'm still alive

I'm so dead inside so numb falling in this dive

You fooled me twice 

Yet I still choose you, so unwise

But then it strike me, and I shivered on the floor

The love I sought was a war