Glare

The day ends with a hole in my heart
As I have known it’s what I’m lacking
If only you got all options and opportunity in a cart
It would be nice if u can choose each beginning

If I was strong and could make everything go
I’d start by going back to the past and remake it
Remove the sadness and pain make it blow
Keep the good times and best moments fit

A very naïve boy like me has to grow up
Been stagnant and rooted in this place
Has become hard to leave and reach the top
Feeling hopeless and lonely makes it a haze

I can’t picture my future yet and can’t predict
For I never made anything to make it happen
A long run is needed again to max out this conflict
Years of patience will be tested will be blacken

Another curtain closes and all the performers bow
Like the end of a fairy tail they all live happily ever after
We often day dream of how we would be someday it echo’s
Decision is yours to make and the right ones will be your armor

Distracted

Days I have lived under this roof has been numbered
An end to which I had never expected
I haven’t been myself lately
Wishing that time would stop completely

Day dreaming wondering in cyber world
Placing my self under my avatar hurled
Making it my real world sometimes
It’s very easy living in that game environment

And after playing that I’m back to reality
A ton of problems waiting just for me
How do I ever fix this damn freaking life of mine!?
When the world is so cruel with too much crime

I’m having difficulties making up for the time lost
Lord I’m so sorry if I have been too bad if that’s the cost
My miserable life I have to live with forever
The heaviest burden that can’t be weight much longer

Good thing I have people around, that loves me
That I can run too when I’m crushed and in need
Thou I’m facing another crappy challenges
To keep on and never give up! That’s how life changes!

Dismay

I thought I would be happy, with what I gained
Thou it may seem selfish, I guess I’m not contented
I have seen love several times
It come’s and goes like day and night

This may be the first time, I have fallen out of love
To that someone, I can’t understand why?
She may be fair or not, but to me it’s nothing
Now I have tried to regain that lost emotions

But not to avail, it may be lost forever…
As my heart tries to search for the special feeling
I don’t know why all of a sudden, the fire went out.
I don’t have anyone else… or somebody new…

All I wanna do now is to be alone and see…
I lost my touch to keep my love strong
When I thought that it was all I needed
Maybe I’m just facing a lot of problems…

So now I won’t do anything yet
And say what I have in me, I still care for that person
Maybe I was just been too concealed
And didn’t see everything else around me.

The Cure

Someone I have met has an illness…
I wish I could just remove that ailment away from that person
A lot of things happened and I’m not impress
The way she thinks always reflex her actions

I can’t do anything when it strikes…
I’m not a doctor or nurse in critical situations
Hope is all I have and a prayer to give a spike
As to ignorance, I have been dwelling on

The pain and agony I saw on her face…
She tried to smile though it was in vain…
I know she’s trying to be strong in her case
But to me it shouldn’t be like a game

She just ignores the sickness and continues with no care
As if it was never there at the first place…
She‘s just like my aunt with cancer, before
You’ll never know where it will end…

I have seen her suffered long enough
I need a way to save her and bring her back to the normal life…
One way or another, a thing like this has a cure
The only answer to all my questions and dilemma.

Can’t let love slip away

I have loved my girl for a very long time…
She’s been a very BIG part of me, since from the very start
As I look back on how the years passed, we shined
To be together and holding on, never be apart

Day and night we stayed together
Sharing lonely moments that spells forever
And each day we see, our love gets stronger
Growing every minute, that we get closer

And if one day we have to say goodbye
Go on our separate ways, I think I would cry…
I wouldn’t know how to get by on my own, I might die
After all the loving and passion you have shown…

So as for me, I’ll never say goodbye
I’ll do anything to never break the chain
Even if were separated by distance
I’ll cross any part of the world to be home with you

My heart only rest in your arms
It’s where I found love and completeness
You have been my life’s commitment
To be with you forever, I will never regret…

Blue Skies

All day long I sat here in front of my window
Counting clouds, smelling the cool breeze of air
At one moment I noticed as the wind blows
It all become so quiet I can’t compare

I was in a trance and all was so peaceful
Seeing the trees sway and the rice field as well
The only place to complete the hole…
That’s been missing in my heart I can tell

The feeling I missed for quiet sometime
To describe, it’s like where you truly belong
A place which you watch as seasons change
And all of the memories of love and songs

As I watch the sun set on the hills
A lot of simple things flash in front of me
You cannot be rich to have it all
Nor poor to say you cannot have anything…

We all live underneath the same blue sky
It makes us one thou we are individuals
And we all share its rays and sunlight
The bluish color that give you comfort so cool!

So always be ready for anything that comes
Like typhoon or rain storms you can’t predict them at once
Because when it rains you’ll always get wet
There’s no escape through it I can tell…

Rising Force Under Dog

My Race as a member of the Holy Alliance of Cora
Suffered too much in the start of the crimson dawn…
Before that started we owned the mines like hell
And even if we are small in numbers we fight till the end

Other races can’t be compared to the ups and downs we had
Even in the start of exploring the novus sector…
It really sucks to have few backup along the way
So you really have to help each other out in tight situations

Supplies are also very short and in demand
You’ll gonna have a hard time looking for your desired equipments
But the best part of it, is that, you will easily know more of the people you interact with
Like a oval that goes around in circles, you’ll always see each other

Another problem is that we are lacking in unity
Most of us are loners and would just fight like we are 1 against the world
Because that’s what most of the pioneers experience in the old days
You’ll always have to look out for your selves

You rarely see my race in numbers but we have the iron will
Even if the wars seem to be lost and in to vain
We still manage to race and defend our chip.
And we need a stronger leader to help us defeat the other races

Acretians and the ferderation of Belato union has been our biggest problem
They have been attacking our neutral settlements
We, the children of Decem must not falter in any form
For we are the neutral race and to keep the order in its rightful place