Beautiful Torment

As my day starts to unravel
I can feel the ache carve in my heart in this travel;
Another day of anguish and pain

Another day of lost and gain

You broke me into a million pieces more.
Like grains of sands that is scattered on the floor;
Sulking, crying, scared, broken and deficit
I'm trying to put together what is left of it

I'm suspended in the eternity of longing and heart ache

Trapped in the future we build in this break;

It was brutal for me letting all of that go

It kills me inside, just taking each blow

Lately I just realize how badly you treated me
I asked, begged and pleaded for mercy;
Yet you were cruel, unjust in my eyes of faith
All the pain build up and started to became hate

The trauma of the experience of what you gave
The Pain was so intense, it almost took me to the grave
I never thought you would hurt me so bad
That it feels like a thousand knives stabs to my heart

All I did was love you with all of my heart
Took care of you and gave what you need from the start

If this is how you love me in return
I have taken it whole heartedly until i burn