True Happiness

A word, a feeling which everyone is searching
It comes in different sizes and packaging
Something to look forward to
Something to be shared by two...

It cannot be forcefully taken
It cannot be obtained if one is broken...
This feeling and sensation is a warm thing
Like the rays of the morning sun touching

It can be memories of the good times and past
In which things are still changing doesn't last
We will never know that it exist without sadness and grief
The opposite meaning of disappointment and bleed

This is also a fragile thing that easily breaks
A split second of mistakes and wrong decisions, that's all it takes
Which can vanish into the night
Gone in to the darkness without a sight

So once you have obtained this with you
Cherish it, savor the moment, that is what you should do
Because things like this are so precious and hard to gain
And you may never know when it will come around again

Phantom Pain

As I go through another day

My minds a float and grey

Lost my desire, lost my will

I lost my drive, lost my skills

Going through life with loneliness

Left alone full of regrets

The days are so long

Time too slow, too much wrong

All the negativity floating around

Becomes my shield and my bound

Keeping a fake smile on my face

Keeping it all without a trace

A sad truth which we all must take

Lingering on better days that already fade

Photographs and memories on the wall

The lines and creases that shaped my fall

Amidst all of the trials I’ve won  

Still this feeling breaks you down…

Like a broken car with no wheel

To move forward which you cannot feel