A Plea of a Broken Heart

Almost every day I find my heart crushed

That I feel like not living in this world anymore

It’s like I’m dying each day because it’s too much

My emotions stir up till it sore;

I cannot explain how miserable I feel

How this life keeps on messing up with everything else

I gave my all, my everything my heart and soul

And in the end it was all in vain;

Memories of us hunts me everyday

The days in the sun, my world then was fun

The one love that gave my life back

A moment in my life which was fulfilling;

Now, I try to fight this struggle I’m in

Living alone, like a single tree in a desert

I’m just here waiting, waiting to rain

Life’s meaning is gone, when all make’s no sense

How I wish that this life of mine would end

For the meaning in it has been removed once again

I live this lonely life to only feel resent

I need help… please someone? I can’t take this pain;

The Repetition

I loved once again hoping it won’t end

But sadly the love I gain was just pretend

Never had I thought to feel this way again

Anguish and despair, feel of lost and pain;

May be I loved too much that it’s drowning

Or I loved less to lessen the mourning

Either way I have loved too much

So much that disappointment rush;

I really thought that she was the one

I really thought that I will be her only one

The sadness amidst in these tears of pain

Is somewhat freedom in this I gain?

My life alone, once more I dwell

Waiting again for love to stop this swell

Broken fragments of memories

Plays involuntarily that could not ease;

So now that this chapter is over

I’ll be hoping that the next time is not a dozer

A lasting and faithful person is what I really need

For the love I give is endless and steady speed;