Monday, December 16, 2013

Broken Rewind

At this time I can still feel the love I had for you
Not a single day your memory hunts me;
I dream of you beside me and I don't have a clue
Again trap, at a time which i didn't foresee.

I hate and I love you at the same time
But what else can I do? keep lying to my self;
Trying to hide everything and be fine
An inner voice saying I need you everyday

Although I know you betrayed me
You hurt me, killed me all at once
I'm still impaled into your presence
Like a free fall from a cliff and hitting the bottom.

As of now trusting again seems so very hard
Being lied so many times by someone you hold so dear;
Felt like a knife stabbed a thousand times from behind
And all you can do is just let it be and die inside.

Wishing I have never met you at all
And in the same time, was glad to have loved you;
I Showed you my world and everything I am
Hope that where ever you are, your happy and safe...

Monday, December 9, 2013

Back to Back

Your not alone
You and i have this bond between us
That bond has made me want to take a step forward
Let's link the colors of our dreams and create a bright rainbow up in the sky.

I had no forte
Lived back to back with inferiority
Nor did i have confidence
But you said to me with a smile,
What's so fun about that? and you went ahead of me.

When I'm alone inside a flash back
I synchronize with you we mash up
With you i can feel confident right now
Ready set from the minute I felt you in my heart
I was sure my dreams will come true.

I see your everlasting smile
You firmly took my hand, with you nothing is impossible
Your the only one who made me feel this way
You make up for the strength that i lack
I will cover the powers that you lack, let's fly away.

I hope that this don't stop in a stand still
I'll be there for you always so don't cry
Your not alone anymore
Everythings gonna be alright.