Infatuation

Most people can’t react to a simple glance
Is it hard to notice or appreciate a small affection?
Maybe we should try and give it a chance
Time and effort for it to have an intervention.

As far as I’m concerned, I’m really attracted to her
The way she moves, her smiles her eyes, everything!
The moment I saw her I knew I’ve fallen for her
Just to see her everyday gives me a joyous feeling.

I can’t act normal and stay cool…
I’m so tensed and cautious
I get so nervous that I’m acting like a fool
Sigh .... tongue twisted and so anxious.

I really hope to know her more
Share moments together with laughter
I can only dream for now, that someday you would open the door
But with the things I been doing, it’s going to falter…

And for some reason… I can’t get closer to her
I felt like I have been a bit marginalized
For she now’s ignores me in a way that I can’t get closer
Maybe it’s a test, maybe it’s my quest to understand what is truly in demand.

A Symphony of the Heart

When love comes, crushing down on your doorstep
Reach out and let it in, when you feel the same feeling
For love does not choose any time and day to be felt
It happens instantly without you even knowing

Love sometimes makes you loose control
And let you do the stupidest thing you couldn’t imagine
A feeling of happiness that touches your soul
Like a fireworks display that brightens the scene

Falling in and out of love is very interesting
A choice for couples to stay and go to a new beginning
For love comes and goes like day and night
Disappears faster if you hold on too tight

But love doesn’t end with hellos and goodbyes
It starts with just a blink of an eye!
You’ll be surprise where it would take you
For if it true then it’s a rare point of view

That acceptance and love is where we want to live
The sensation of which true love can only give
I cannot say that everyone can have a happy ending
For that lies alone on the both of you to find each other’s meaning

Apathy

Molding a dream I once had
Shaping it again, in which I hope to be glad
Where everything feels a bit awkward and new
A start a beginning to which we all find our cue.

The days I had has been a bit better
Where pain and hatred has vanished just like a stormy weather
For I recall that I was being fooled and everything was gone
And to my anger, wrath took over and I might just kill someone.

Good thing I stayed calm, and wait, and think till I was stable
I guess if I was out of control I could have done something horrible
But before that, I almost sold my soul to the devil
The seven deadly sins was the path I took, the way to be evil.

I let my emotions take over me
That I was so down with agony that it almost killed me
I didn’t wanted to experience this and I was shocked!
The truth hit me in the face so hard, I was mentally blocked.

In this modern day of uncertainties
Life really is a surprise with too many possibilities
So try to expect less and do more
And feel less to make yourself a solid core.

Unwanted Memories

When ever I’m alone
I always remember my past that I guess I out grown
Clearly as my mind thinks of it over and over
Seeing what happened and regret that gave its cover

I can still feel the pain of that last commitment
Like a hunting and a torment
Days go by and it’s hard not to acknowledge it
For it’s almost a life time of promises, only torn to bits

My time and effort was wasted
To my dismay, revenge was a plan, that’s what I wanted
But as time goes by I kept my self calm
For it would do me no favor to act vigorously and explode like a bomb

I don’t know if I can forgive…
I can’t seem to find a cure for this pain to be relived
I don’t feel the love that I once gave
I can’t understand that when this comes up I feel in rage

But it’s a part of me now so I must move on
And find that person worthy my love to be shown
I could not careless of the direction that I choose
As long as it’s somewhere going far away like an ocean cruise

Life is what we make it…
People around us give opportunities to benefit
Thou it’s hard to lose something and gain
We always have the choice to stay or remain….

You’re My Medley

I am like this because of you
It’s something different, I hope you can feel it too
I’m a bit shy and lost for words most of the time
Inclinations of my feelings toward you and make it rhyme

Leaning on the wall as I think of you
Listening to the music that’s in tune with the view.
Looking into the sky and remembering your face
Longing to see you once more I can’t seem to erase

On that moment you ask me something
On that moment you spoke to me
Our worlds first met and I was dazzled to everything
Only that time I was in a trance ^_^

Voicing out to you with all I am
Vesting my self and surrender to your charm
Very simple is what I liked about you and all that I can find
Vainly hopeless for me as it may seem to be, but I don’t mind

Eager to hear your voice and your laughs
Enlighten by your beauty to which you have
Each day I wish to be with you
Even if faith may disagree I’ll make way to be with you

You’re the one that can make me sing songs for real
You‘re the one that makes me fall head over heals
You will always be the only person that I adore
You are my medley my inspiration, to this I swore

The Vast

I cannot say nor cannot do
Things that I should, to clear things up and un glue
But one day, I will take action
Because time is not a certain option

I have been renewed with the people around me
Opened ideas and was stopped from being too blind to see
That everything happens for a reason
And every event you need comparison

I saw another course in life
Another chapter another rife
For it doesn’t stop from there when it ends
But starts again to descend or ascend

The path may be uncertain
But thats how it goes, to move on and not to remain
It’s whether you make it right
Or just let it be and sulk and lose this fight

Anyways, as this unpredicted events are about to happen
Be sure of the chances you take are always open…
To be able to adapt thru changes that my come along
And to lose and gain with ease as this prolongs

I’ve Grown… I Guess…

Living like nothing has happened
I can actually relay each day ahead not to end
For every day is always a start
And chances to take and do it smart

I learned a lot from the months that has past
That not all things are always there to last
I understand the way of letting go
For if I hold on till I burn out I won’t grow

I gained to much and lost too much
Act brave and strong but I didn’t hatch
For the time I broke free it was almost too late
Good thing it was not over for it’s going to be great

And greater things are still to happen in my life
I can be proud of what went by that change my hype
For if it did not I would be spoiled
That I would not realize the growth I made already coiled

Straightening the curves and curls
That’s what I should do to pass this hurls
For I know now what is better
And I trust the rest to God for me to be free from this fetter