My Unexpected Friend

I found someone whom I guess made an impression on me
The feelings I get when we talk feels so lively
Never thought that I would knew her, when we first talked
She was a bit feisty and I thought I was in trouble…

I didn’t knew that she was gonna be so cautious
Didn’t expect that I would also be dazzle with her as well
Got to know each other a little better with a simple hi and hello’s
Then after that, we constantly chit chat about our usual days

Topics, anything under the sun, seems so endless
We laugh our hearts out like we were the only two crazy people in the world
We got to knew a bit of each other's personality
Which I guess was great to understand each other more completely

Days pass and its Christmas eve!
Haven’t been talking because of some occasions and gatherings
I suddenly remembered that I have not been in touch with her
I miss the things we talk about and how our days were

So still I made it to a point to greet her on Christmas eve
Even thou she’s not around hehehe!
And now it’s almost the end of the year, I thought it would be clear
That the person I knew is the person I will remember forever.

The Turmoil In me

As the day consume me with anxiety
I saw the future flew outside the window
The memories we share just been buried lately
As the whole of my existence stop its flow

The hours seems so long to wait
The seconds and minutes feel like forever
When all the things had been said and done, it must be faith
Expecting that all might fall in the right place, that wasn’t clever

I didn’t saw it coming, hit me head on and crush so hard!
That I was still in a trance that I was still living the dream
Never expected to be like this, and I lost my thrump card
I had nothing more in me, I been empty and lost the reward

As my head moves and look s up in the sky
I see the same sky that I had been with for so long
But now the sky I did touch and hold before just flied
Out of my grasp and cannot have it anymore…

To this it was my fault, I made mistakes and now it’s catching up
May be karma or I have been to easy go luck in my life
A careless brat that didn’t cared enough for the future
And now it eats me inside out, that I guess even I cannot shout!

Trying to escape Love

I found this girl, sweet and a bit kind…
She’s sometimes feisty and sometimes too mild…
I thought that I would enjoy being with her
So we got our schedules all mixed up in a blur

Day goes by and I found her to be funny
She makes me smile and she wants me as her honey
To that I was surprise can’t think fast
I agreed and the rest came tumbling down in a blast

The first few days was fun and I enjoyed a lot
But my conscience struck and it made a dot
That I know someday I will leave her
I can’t promise to be here forever

As this thoughts cross my mind I ask my self…
Will I stop and forget her like a book in a shelf
Or will I continue to fool her that I’m gonna be here…
In this dilemma of choice, its so unclear

That this is not right, I fallen to the light
She caught me off guard when we become one…
Now these anxiety craws in the back of my mind
Shall we split? Can’t find the reason to go, I’m too kind…

A Part Time Lover

As to this may seem not fair
To be a person with two partners to care
When all that happen in just a single night
Can’t be prolong with just a single fight.

It’s really fun and exciting from the start
The dating and flirting the throbbing of the heart
Things that makes it more interesting
Is that you found someone that can be so daring.

First things first in this situation
Plan every single move to evade deception
Because you may never know what she has in mind?
That it might be something you might find…

In the game of love you had been betting on…
Feeling and emotions to gamble with a single frown
This circumstance has always a bad ending
But it’s up to you to handle this bidding.

If a time comes that you would be found out
You better be prepared for the dialogues to mount
Complications arises when a dilemma is met
The choosing and loosing will be set.