Fallen for a Friend

I guess what I didn’t thought surprised me
To be beguiled by someone that I always see
Love can really start from nowhere…
And when it gets developed, leads you to somewhere…

The thought of it really excites me
When we are together I feel a bit anxiety
As if I found someone that is with me before
And never realize up to now, her value to me is even more.

I felt I loved her silently, even till now
For I was afraid to love again, that’s what I vowed
Still the inkling in my heart grew
That till this moment I haven’t had a clue.

We share a lot in common that we really understand
A connection which is really hard to unhand…
How can I tell her what I feel?
When all that I can do is to conceal.

I don’t want our friendship to end
Nor feel awkward and start to pretend
But I hope that she could feel what I feel
Then maybe if she realize, our love could be real.

Goodbye Hopelessly

I made a promise to someone
And I intend to do it and begone
As long as it pleases her...
I don't mind because it's what I swear

It would be best to be like that
To forget and move on, to fill this empty slot
It would also be beneficial for me
To fix my life first, clear the walls that I see.

Still if I do this I could prove to myself
That it's nothing of any importance even if that's what I felt
To remain numb as if nothing happened
So that life for me has not end.

I can wish that this would just be erased
A memory of the past I want to replace
Still I cannot get over it yet
But I know someday I can forget.