The Repetition

I loved once again hoping it won’t end

But sadly the love I gain was just pretend

Never had I thought to feel this way again

Anguish and despair, feel of lost and pain;

May be I loved too much that it’s drowning

Or I loved less to lessen the mourning

Either way I have loved too much

So much that disappointment rush;

I really thought that she was the one

I really thought that I will be her only one

The sadness amidst in these tears of pain

Is somewhat freedom in this I gain?

My life alone, once more I dwell

Waiting again for love to stop this swell

Broken fragments of memories

Plays involuntarily that could not ease;

So now that this chapter is over

I’ll be hoping that the next time is not a dozer

A lasting and faithful person is what I really need

For the love I give is endless and steady speed;