FEAR

As the day starts and all still dim

I search for the light but cannot be seen;

My eyes still blur from its long slumber

The place I recall is still none any other.

Wondering how life would have been

If it didn’t change, will it still be on me?

Choices made and mistakes delivered

A frown on my face that was lost forever.

I feel like I’m dwelling in my past

For my thoughts lingering on what I was;

Dreams of yesterday still hunting me

A memory I want to erase.         

A life with worries and doubts

We struggle every day in our given bouts;

I wish that in life there is certainty

And assurance to the things we cherish mostly.

We all have to face it someday

And I had it and it has blown me away

I never wanna experience that in my life

Because I’m still starting to struggle in this strife.