Love Came Around

I found someone that makes me smile
That gives a throb that I thought was impossible
Someone that can make my head turn slowly
And I can’t take my eyes off of her... literally.

I really like her a lot, even before
But the courage in me is so small, so I need more
I tried to confess, still my mouth can’t speak
And a lot of things come to mind now I can’t breathe.

I look silly and nervous that I sometimes froze in front of her
I choke on my words before, when I try to please her
But now I guess I have more confidence
That I can act normally and calmly, so this is my chance.

I knew I have fallen, when I first saw her
My heart skips a beat and everything was a blur except her
She’s a bit feisty but I know she’s the one I’m missing
She’s so mysterious which keeps me on guessing.

Still… I need to do some things first to make things in order
And if she would wait for me I know that she’s mine
Maybe if my worries and problems are over…
Then maybe I can pursue love one more time.

The Bucket of Pain and Sorrow

A sad and tragic love will always give sorrow
For it once bring laughter and hopes for tomorrow
How can you forget what you have been through?
Memories of joy and sadness, now what must I do?

It’s hard not to think about it sometimes
That it pops up in your mind, and then tears falls to rhyme
It’s a painful journey which no one would ever want
To be betrayed and lied, and left you down to rot.

How I wish that it had never happened
How I dreamed that memories of sad events be lessened
I always thought that I would make it through
But in the end, I always run to my old guitar and play songs of blue.

A lot of things resemble anything and everything of your past love
It’s like a domino effect that once fallen, you can never have
Where the plans made and future to be built
Are now crushing down to be swallowed by guilt.

That your mind comes to a tilt along with confusion
Feeling numb and dead wishing it was an illusion
The chill of losing something starts to show
Melancholies of fear of knowing the truth starts to grow.

Future and present fleeting love is too agonizing
Why can’t we have a love that is assuring?
When I learned hate… I learned to love myself
I guess love is never enough even if you’re killing one’s self…

My Dream Girl :D

I wonder if I would love as much as I did before
But hopefully if ever that happens again, it would be different
Sometimes I wanted to try and confess my thoughts
But to a traumatic event, I can’t seem to do it…

Events that I want to erase in life is just around the corner
I need somebody to make me forget and make me stronger
Where I could regain the lost I had
And feel the feeling of love and warmth that I missed so bad.

If that somebody would come into my life
I would hold her tight and never let go
I would vow to love again for the last time
And she will be the one I would love and hold and be my home.

It doesn’t matter to me whatever things may come
I’m very patient and persistent, that’s all that I can sum
But crossing the border line means a different issue
At least that’s what I expect if the one I love is you.

I’m a very naïve person so I just day dream
If I could choose a trait of a girl, that would be loyalty
It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t know anything, I’m OK with that
So please God just do whatever you wish out of me.