The Sniper that cannot Snipe...

To which I still believe in the day of change
That you would want me like I want you
But I hope too much again, too far out of my range
To snipe the target I missed, change location is what I must do

This is the way that I should follow now
To kill this feeling inside me and make it stop
To strike or to be struke down first is now my vow
I will not make the same mistake! Or else I will drop…

I must fight now with all I have to win this battle
Do almost everything to survive this faction
Assuming the enemy’s strength and weakness would make it rattle
That this is my only strategy in war tactics to remove obstructions

A vantage point to which I must carry out my plans
That this is my decision and no room for mistakes
But if I succeed, will I be happy or sad?
If strike you down will I be contented or would be hurt?

Still I’m in this dilemma, to fall back or to withdraw
I act alone by the way; don’t wanna see anyone go down because of me
If I stick to the plans I made what happens next?
I would be heartless if I commence my mission of killing you inside my heart.

Crush

I wished on a falling star…
I Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you!

I need you please don’t go far
Can't you see how right we are?
We should be together
That’s what my heart says

Knowing it might seem strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
I feel happy whenever I’m with you

I’m afraid to tell you this…
I don’t want to scare or mislead you
But I need to make you understand
Do you want me, like I want you?

So if you feel the way I do
Would you take me beside you?
If you will, I can be with you forever
Only you can leave me if you want to…

I had lived long enough, on someone else’s shadow
In this cold world, where dreams are few
Now I had found you, I want you…
Is it to much to ask for?

Special Feeling

It’s something that makes your heart beat fast
The feeling so intense it’s almost a blast!
To be with someone you love, a fulfillment achieved
Like a Contentment or an ache that has been relived

I wasn’t really expecting this
But I guess it cannot be help, so please…
I wanna be with you everyday
And tell you the words I have kept and holding on to say

You made me feel my worth and opened my eyes
You showed me a different world, where I haven’t been so wise
How can I not think of you when I always do?
That you are my addiction, still I guess you do not have a clue

I’ll be here when you need me, I will never leave
But if I fail in some of your test, I’m only human I bleed
Still you have been someone that I adore
And haven’t been my self lately, unlike before

Now as this poem express exactly how I feel
Trying to find the right words to see that I’m real
You made me someone I haven’t imagine beyond what I knew
A personality that didn’t grow and was just chewed

Thanks for being so sweet and kind
That you’re so irresistible that I don’t really mind ^_^
I see a lot of things right now, but I cannot catch them all
But when I’m with you, it really doesn’t matter at all…

My Addiction

A part of me that hasn’t been found yet
Is now what I see in front of me…
I never knew that it was you
You are the missing part I was looking for…

Now as I look forward to each day
How I wish to have you with me
How I longed to hear and see, your smile, your laughter
The words that only you can say, that leaves a mark on my head

I cannot believe that I have you now
That I’m luckiest guy to be with you tonight
That I think I was still dreaming…
That is this really true? I keep on asking my self

As the night moves on, I don’t wanna part
And the moments we share, still lingers in my heart
I cannot forget the things we have in common
That hey, I have found my better half!

I wish I could have known you before
So that I have been a whole, you were my core!
Now I’m craving to be with you, I try to hide it but it really shows
I’m not good at hiding things so I guess you already know…

Wall of Pride

Placing your self in a area where no one can reach you
You made it hard for me to break in, a hard work to do
A test I must pass in order to have you
I have loved every thing you are, so please love me too?

I have come to an argument with my self
To which I still have conflict with….
This has always been a hard thing to fix but it can’t be helped
As this dilemma keeps on going can’t feel the beat

To decipher this will take centuries to fulfill….
Why do we have pride when we can all be humble?
Is this very hard to do that we cannot agree?
If no one gives way, then deals won’t be met right?

Shall this be like this forever that it has not changed a bit?
Where to as the point of meaning has been reverted
That the logical answer has been ignored
And the feeling of what you believed in has tilt

But if you still feel remorse, it’s not too late
To fix the damage that has been made
And the people affected will see the goodness in you
That it never hurts to show a little affection to the people who love you…

I have to let go…..

Myself I always try to fight everyday
That I should be better off without you
Is this what I really want? And is this how I should play?
To be someone else and forget, is what I must do

I cannot act like a foolish child
Asking to loved by a person that didn’t cared enough
As to which made my life miserable
And reset my mindset to off set

I wasn’t thinking back then…
And was I given a love potion that I can’t resist her charm?
That all I can see is her and think off?
Was this a real deal or just a glitch in my brain?

I guess I was brain washed or something…
To have fallen head over heels
To begged to be love?
And the wrong decisions I made O_O

This was so not me that I change my personality
That when I was someone else I can’t recall
That the time was wasted and efforts was in vain
I made a fool out of myself and myself only to blame!

Please come back with me...

A tear drop falls from the corner of my eye
Drops to the floor as I realize
The pain and reality that when through
As fate may have it I have always loved you…

Thoughts of you linger in my heart and soul
You change my life, I can’t let go
The passion remains, I can’t forget
Let me hold you once more…

Does every beginning have an end?
Does love run out or we all just pretend?
Is happiness a smile or broken frown?
Does my life make sense when you are not around?

The pain of losing you…
Can only be compared to no other pain I’ll ever feel
For to love you is to let go…
Will you come back? Guess I’ll never know.

Does the sun really sleeps at the end of each day?
Or does another one begins in a world so far away?
Is laughter a cry just aching to scream?
What really comes true, at the end of a dream?

Love comes and goes like the night
Disappears faster if you hold on too tight
So try to savor each loving moment
Don’t take thing for granted, just count on it.

To hold you once more would be my mission
To kiss and love you would be that decision
So many tears flown between us
Why can we find a love we can trust?

Is there life without you I ask my self?
Is love worth the pain or just memories on a shelf?
As you go to a new life, I’ll go with mine…
It was fun while it lasted, the time of my life.

My Broken Dream...

Once I pictured, see myself with you someday
With no worries and we are happy together
That was my simple dream, that I can say…
A fantasy I made, that has been faltered

I still wish my dream with you will come true
And the love we felt will meet each other
But I guess the dream is over, and I don’t have a clue
You left me all of a sudden with nothing to look further

As this days pass without you in my life, I realize...
That I need you more and more each day
How I wish to hold you in my arms, and mesmerize
That I fallen for you so hard, and I’ll be here waiting

If ever you had a change of heart, please? comeback...
You can always have me whenever you want…
I imagined that you would love me in the end
And now as I face each day… I see my broken dreams…

Waiting...

As I look as far as my eyes can see out side my window
I start to wonder, if ever you still think of me
My heart keeps on calling you, doesn’t it show?
When will you give me another chance so you would see…

Why are you so cold and vain when it comes to love?
I tried to endure the pain you gave me to prove myself
I struggle to show you and gave it with all I have
But still I’m only human and I’m not perfect

I admit that I make mistakes
And the false move I make, made you go away
I’m almost at my limit and there’s a lot at stake
Maybe that’s how you want me to see your way…

Even if you’re angry or disappointed, you felt the love I had
That the love I planted in you would grow…
That one day I pray you would come back
And things will be normal again, coz you took a part of me…