Year Ender December

As this year ends once again

A lot of things happen and I cannot explain

This year that was so good to me

Where the love I sought I came to see.

A very unexpected thing to happen

It’s almost a dream, didn’t saw it coming

I was reluctant at first

I started to think about the worst.

But that’s over now, for I finally found

The most important person, that's how it might sound

 For I gain what was been a longing in my heart

My new beginnings, my brand new start.

Days didn’t matter when you’re in love     

For the gift of happiness was given from above

I cannot thank you enough

And thank God for making me tough.

How I wish to stay this way forever

But in reality, change is a constant word however;

Just be ready for the years to come

For the experience you take will be the sum.

To be at Ease

To the point in where I feel lost
I look for an answer  yet I see the cost
My life rages within my self
To many worries that’s what I felt.

Was I too cautious from time to time
Maybe I was just trying to protect what is mine
But why is my heart in fear?
To see the future is very unclear.

Im afraid of losing again
So I try to defend and so and then…
Where I wish to have it all
For me to conquer and never fall.

Life is not hard  if wanted it to be
It’s a matter of choice can’t you see?
We all have a blizz in our everyday lives
So try to clam down and think twice.

I guess that with all the things I’ve seen
A careless thought then come clean
Mistaskes are just around the corner
So be sure to fix it rather than later.

It Was You

Loooking back to all that was

Memories of life in a flash

Where days was bright    
And laughter is in sight

Hoping it could be like this

Forever frozen like a wish

Stand still moment like a photograph

Where memories in time is wrap

A place in time where all was real
The Future Past and Present was the deal
Forever forever as it may seem
A long road that I always dream

This Journey alone cannot be complete
As it would not happen in repeat 
Without the person you love in it
Will have no meaning to this beat

A process of emotions into one

That would lead your feeling undone

As to life alone is not great
But to be with you would be more greater

In My Heart

A special place where I speak of
That is only for you, the one I love
It is where I began to feel
The emotions that was so real.

Before I tried to fight what I felt
For I was afraid that my heart would melt
But no matter how much I ignored it
It grew and grew even if I didn’t permit.

It was you that my heart was yearning for
That I fooled myself, it was impossible to be yours
But I cannot deny that it was you
And I cannot believe that we came through.

Love was found when you came around
An epic search as it may sound
Till now I’m still in a trance
For it’s hard to believe to have this chance.

Thank you for giving me joy
The one thing my feelings can deploy
You were the missing piece I was searching for
That you were always there even before.

A Fulfillment

As each morning that I came to see 

I always thought of you, I can guarantee 

My days are full of excitement 

Because our love gave us our commitment. 

I wish that you’re always beside me 

Like the land and sea or the air I breathe 

I love the things you do especially if it’s true 

For the feelings in every action shows in every view. 

I miss you so much when we are apart 

That I need you now, the screams from my heart! 

I need to see you again and feel you 

For the longings in my head always runs through.

 

Your smile that makes my day complete 

Your eyes that glows as you try to speak 

Your hair that I love to smell and touch 

Are just the things I yearn for so much. 

Because I’m in love with you and It feels so great 

For I have found you! and made a brand new start 

I love you my friend, my partner, my soul mate 

No one can ever take your place inside my heart.

The Perfect Match

When love came in front of me
i saw the image of you that we were ment to be
the glow that shines in your eyes
which took me aloft and i start to cry.

For the love i thought would not come
because i lost all hope when i fall in frown
i cannot belive that all of this is happening
that the new life i have is my new begining.

I knew that when you came around
the world of mine stop and had a clear sound
things was so perfect with the right timing
that each move i take was as good feeling.

Days was so fine as we spent
moments together, memories we would never forget
the feeling of joy which we found
the smile you put on my face that was so profound.

To show my gratitude which i always give
a point to where i show my thanks to you for i live
my life is now a whole because of thee
an event to which i didnt forsee.

Love was so good as it came from you
a piece of me that was completed by you
i cannot imagine my life with out you
for the gift you gave was my life from you.

The Rest of my Heart

Once I thought you were just a dream A person I adore, so it seems I never thought that you would be mine That before I loved you, only in my mind. I can never ask for anything else, but only your love The one thing that I really wanna have So now as I tell you how I feel I hope it reaches you, because it is real. You are the Rean that showers me with love That fills my heart with joy and so much love I miss your scent when we are apart Addicted to your charm, that’s why you have my heart. I will be here for you if you want me too For I don’t want this feeling to end for I will feel blue I love you with all of my heart My Princess that captured every beat of my heart.

The Rain of Love

You make my days bright
You always give me a throb so I take flight
Before I was so empty and I wanted to be loved
Then you came without me knowing, and it’s you that I have.

I’ve fallen to the rain that you showed
I loved how it falls on me and so I grow
The love I hold gave in because of you
And I’m so glad that I have found you.

Words cannot express how I feel right now
For true love has come, so I make a vow
That to you I’ll always be true
Like the wind that you can see thru.

Thou I may not be perfect because I’m only a man
Still my heart for you will forever be true
Like the night and day that never stops
I will treasure you always my princess my love.

Reignited Love

First I was hesitant not to admit it
But I cannot stop myself from showing it
It was the one thing I was afraid of
But still I lay down my cards for this face off.

I try to kill the feeling
I kept my distance and my inkling
I tried to look away as far as I can
I failed so this is where I am.

I fallen in love and it feels so good
That I cannot stop to think about it even if I could
Love swept me away for the second time around
And I’m glad that this is what I found.

I thought that love won’t come my way
For it’s been too long that I floated away from it, astray…
I was convinced that it’s just a dream
But I was wrong for I have found it, so it seems.

So now I’m thankful for this opportunity
Of having someone like you beside of me
I can never ask for anything more
As long as I have your heart, forevermore.

Arrival of the Light

When I was not looking for something
You came and gave me a life worth living
I became inspired of all the things that I have hated
For the life I live was not a choice to be rated.

I was not aware that you were there
That it took me a lot of time to see that you care
The days that went and nights so blue
Turned into a world of fun, because of you.

I am very thankful that I have found you
A person that I can call whenever I’m in gloom
Like a place of solitude and serenity
To which I found in you so tenderly.

I cannot imagine my life without you now
For it will be the gray of clouds that will wrap me now
The world I knew changed when you came
From darkness to light, which you change.

A feeling that was so new, that it feels so good
The passion that died before, was revived in this mood
Thanks for being around as we tumble up and down
The wheel of life that we roll over to reach our crown.

The One Thing About Love

Love is really mysterious
Thou you try to fight it, it becomes obvious
You can never tell when and where
It just strikes you even if you’re anywhere.

On it alone, you also find strength
To be inspired, and gets you tip toed up to your length
A feeling that can only be described
To which a person in your heart you truly desire.

It may starts and end in different ways
But that’s how it goes, as they always say
Love cannot be measured nor can be defined
For it has so many definitions, that no one can deny.

To love someone is a mission
For you to make it will be your decision
To love and to be loved is the greatest achievement
Of each and every person that has a commitment.

But to all that has experienced it, maybe good or bad
Don’t be discourage if it turns out to be so sad
For it will only happen when you choose the wrong person
The process where the trial and error is your institution.

Unspoken Love

I wish you could hear the whispers of my heart
That it only speaks of your name
All I wanted is to be with you, never apart
So I’m not playing any games.

I never expected to love again, when I met you...
Where a lot of emotions in me starts to show
An urge to which my actions are intended to you
I can’t explain why, but you really need to know.

When I wake up in the morning I think of you
I remember your face, that was gentle to my view
But that’s all that I can do, because you do not have a clue
For the love I have, must never show in all my cues.

If only you could understand how I feel
For the consequences of a confession I must not reveal
And the situations that we have that is so real
Better to be just friends, for it might become a deal.

Because I don’t want our friendship to end
Nor be awkward to you and start to pretend
Don’t you know that I want you more than just a friend?
But I guess life is cruel to the people who could not defend.

Turning Points

The past is where we got our knowledge
From it we knew how to acknowledge
It gives us the heads up when we do our turns
And solves the problem that needs to be burned.

I alone had a lot of things in my mind
But I cannot act, to what I need to do in what I find
There are a lot of simple solutions
Still the answers are far from my conclusions.

Maybe I’m not inspired as I was used to be
The lost I took was really not good to me
But still life goes on as they say
If you’re hurt then cry, then stand up and face the day.

So now as I go thru my life I ask myself
Why can’t you be brave enough not to melt?
Then find the things I need to endure
And be strong enough to fix the future.

As I try to do my daily struggles
Tend to what is needed to each and every angle
I guess my worst enemy is myself
That makes it harder to compete, so it can’t be helped.

Fallen for a Friend

I guess what I didn’t thought surprised me
To be beguiled by someone that I always see
Love can really start from nowhere…
And when it gets developed, leads you to somewhere…

The thought of it really excites me
When we are together I feel a bit anxiety
As if I found someone that is with me before
And never realize up to now, her value to me is even more.

I felt I loved her silently, even till now
For I was afraid to love again, that’s what I vowed
Still the inkling in my heart grew
That till this moment I haven’t had a clue.

We share a lot in common that we really understand
A connection which is really hard to unhand…
How can I tell her what I feel?
When all that I can do is to conceal.

I don’t want our friendship to end
Nor feel awkward and start to pretend
But I hope that she could feel what I feel
Then maybe if she realize, our love could be real.

Goodbye Hopelessly

I made a promise to someone
And I intend to do it and begone
As long as it pleases her...
I don't mind because it's what I swear

It would be best to be like that
To forget and move on, to fill this empty slot
It would also be beneficial for me
To fix my life first, clear the walls that I see.

Still if I do this I could prove to myself
That it's nothing of any importance even if that's what I felt
To remain numb as if nothing happened
So that life for me has not end.

I can wish that this would just be erased
A memory of the past I want to replace
Still I cannot get over it yet
But I know someday I can forget.

Cravings of my Heart

I dreamed of someone that I knew
A love that was rare and found it in a few
Wishful thinking and a prayer is all I have
For the love I sought, I cannot really have.

Love really comes in different ways
You may not want it but it gets stronger day by day
Just the thought of you makes me sing
What more if I see you, so much joy it brings.

Though I know you’re mad at me
And we are not that acquainted as I see
Still I have loved you silently
For that’s all I can do, to keep our harmony.

I was contented of just seeing you
So I did keep my distance for you not to knew
But when I sing, I would look at you
For you to know the song was dedicated, only for you.

Well… I guess it can’t be helped
A hopelessly romantic as I felt
Maybe I would be ok if I just wait…
Because if we are meant to be, then that is faith.

Rhapsody of Love

Love comes in different ways
We may not see it, but hear it when it start to play
It’s hard to find in different circumstances
But feel it when you have the chemistry to perform its dances

Love makes you laugh and cry
For it would never be love if you didn’t try
Happiness it gives when you feel the same way
Sadness is felt if your love is one way

Love is patient thou it seems forever
When hours turn into days you will always remember
On how you do things to someone special to you
Time and effort, moments that would ease your blues

Love is also hatred at the same time
Where you try to forget, but still you wish she could be mine
Things always happen for purpose
And the things you do will be the cause

Love is something that we cannot grasp
For if you hold on too tight the feeling might not last
We can never tell when it might divert
Coz if you’re ready to love, then you’re prepared to get hurt

Agony in Silence

The day was fine as it starts
But ended with a frown in my heart
Guess that no matter how you reach out
Some people cannot understand, no doubt.

Seeing the way you react
Gets the logical calculation for me to contract
I didn't meant to do any mistakes
I was just trying to reach, yet you forsake.

Before I was asking my self why?
Of all the people, you gave me sigh
Which I cannot understand...
Maybe profound in someone makes you strand.

Now here being alone, I recall
It really hurts when the person you like gives you a thrall
All I wanted was to be a friend
And that is all I ever intend.

Now I have no means to any conversation
Because the things you said and did gave me that reason
Still I'm here and watching you
because in my heart all I really need is you.

Love in the Wrong Time

My heart yearns for you
If you only knew
I don’t know why, I still pursue…
The feelings I feel for you so please don’t argue.

I can only tell you my thoughts when I sing
Because if I did, it’s still wrong, this inkling
I like you so much that I always think of you
I hope you feel the same way that I do…

Your smiles that is sweet and simple
I can only glance at it because I am not able…
Able to have it for my own
Because you have someone else that I have known.

If I could have met you a bit earlier before
Maybe then to you I would swore
That my love will always be yours
And maybe my heart wouldn’t be in this course.

The Verge of Start

In this quest which I will under take
Where again I search for love that is not fake
I guess that it would begin here
And maybe this would make it clear.

There is someone that really puzzles me
I know I like her but why can't she see?
She has mistaken me for someone that I am not
I want to tell her every thing but I cannot.

I think I might have scared her or something
But i didnt mean that to happen, watta wrong timing
To tell you the truth, I cannot hide my feelings anymore
I really like her a lot, and I could not ask for more.

She has turned me down a couple of times
And the next time will be the third time
Guess I will wait till I strike out
Then maybe I shall cry and shout...

Still I will pursue the person that i really like
For if i don't try, my self I might dislike
Because true love comes once in a while
So take it if you feel the same, and loving it makes it worth while

Love Came Around

I found someone that makes me smile
That gives a throb that I thought was impossible
Someone that can make my head turn slowly
And I can’t take my eyes off of her... literally.

I really like her a lot, even before
But the courage in me is so small, so I need more
I tried to confess, still my mouth can’t speak
And a lot of things come to mind now I can’t breathe.

I look silly and nervous that I sometimes froze in front of her
I choke on my words before, when I try to please her
But now I guess I have more confidence
That I can act normally and calmly, so this is my chance.

I knew I have fallen, when I first saw her
My heart skips a beat and everything was a blur except her
She’s a bit feisty but I know she’s the one I’m missing
She’s so mysterious which keeps me on guessing.

Still… I need to do some things first to make things in order
And if she would wait for me I know that she’s mine
Maybe if my worries and problems are over…
Then maybe I can pursue love one more time.

The Bucket of Pain and Sorrow

A sad and tragic love will always give sorrow
For it once bring laughter and hopes for tomorrow
How can you forget what you have been through?
Memories of joy and sadness, now what must I do?

It’s hard not to think about it sometimes
That it pops up in your mind, and then tears falls to rhyme
It’s a painful journey which no one would ever want
To be betrayed and lied, and left you down to rot.

How I wish that it had never happened
How I dreamed that memories of sad events be lessened
I always thought that I would make it through
But in the end, I always run to my old guitar and play songs of blue.

A lot of things resemble anything and everything of your past love
It’s like a domino effect that once fallen, you can never have
Where the plans made and future to be built
Are now crushing down to be swallowed by guilt.

That your mind comes to a tilt along with confusion
Feeling numb and dead wishing it was an illusion
The chill of losing something starts to show
Melancholies of fear of knowing the truth starts to grow.

Future and present fleeting love is too agonizing
Why can’t we have a love that is assuring?
When I learned hate… I learned to love myself
I guess love is never enough even if you’re killing one’s self…

My Dream Girl :D

I wonder if I would love as much as I did before
But hopefully if ever that happens again, it would be different
Sometimes I wanted to try and confess my thoughts
But to a traumatic event, I can’t seem to do it…

Events that I want to erase in life is just around the corner
I need somebody to make me forget and make me stronger
Where I could regain the lost I had
And feel the feeling of love and warmth that I missed so bad.

If that somebody would come into my life
I would hold her tight and never let go
I would vow to love again for the last time
And she will be the one I would love and hold and be my home.

It doesn’t matter to me whatever things may come
I’m very patient and persistent, that’s all that I can sum
But crossing the border line means a different issue
At least that’s what I expect if the one I love is you.

I’m a very naïve person so I just day dream
If I could choose a trait of a girl, that would be loyalty
It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t know anything, I’m OK with that
So please God just do whatever you wish out of me.