The Big Lie

I guess I got what I was asking for
I’m not sure if I’m ready for this call
I have been wondering in the place of anxiety
Guess I was paranoid to let it be

I think I’m dumb when I already have the chance to prevent it
But still I have to let her know, what is going on…
I really did it this time…
And I know that the consequence is hard like a crime

It’s not good to fool the one you love
It’s not good if I let it go wild and shove
I guess this is the only way I can let her see
What I have done so that I can be free

My conscience keeps on hunting me down
To break free from it as I always wanted
Now that she knows it
All I can do is wait for her judgment…