Lazy....

I feel bored and uneasy
To my surprise I was blinded already
I don’t want to look anymore
My life a waste I see everyday

Maybe because I have been so burnt out
I have no more reason left in me to go on
All I wanna do is stay and rot in this cell
As I see all the things change one by one

My mind still a twist that can’t be fix
A lot of stuff that I came across which I cannot foresee
I always picture myself in a place which I had made
But to my evaluations it’s still beginning

Lost power to love once more
And wanting to be useless the whole day
I don’t care anymore if I live or die
But still I’m thankful to be alive