Caught Up!

The day was wrong and the timing was bad
When all problems and hidden agendas get out of hand
I already foreseen that this would happen
And I really wanted to be found out and let it began.

As my days really got so down and unpleasant
Things has taken a big turn again with what I didn’t want
As my friend always say, that when the wheels of life turn
Today you’re maybe above then the next thing you’re down to burn.

As this goes on with more burdens to carry at my back
I only wish that it would get lighter and get on the right track
Making my way out to anxiety and the dilemmas I choose
It’s only a matter of time when I run out of juice.

This has been my weakness, to make it to a point of being caught
The conscience I take with each wrong thing I bought
Making my self open and waiting to be off guard
Because I know that this is the right thing, but it’s hard…

Now that things are beginning to tumble down, one by one
I hope I can still catch them all one by one
If I can’t catch it all, I’ll just choose the things that are most important…
Things I hold dear in my heart, and let all fall, but still I don’t want.