Glare

The day ends with a hole in my heart
As I have known it’s what I’m lacking
If only you got all options and opportunity in a cart
It would be nice if u can choose each beginning

If I was strong and could make everything go
I’d start by going back to the past and remake it
Remove the sadness and pain make it blow
Keep the good times and best moments fit

A very naïve boy like me has to grow up
Been stagnant and rooted in this place
Has become hard to leave and reach the top
Feeling hopeless and lonely makes it a haze

I can’t picture my future yet and can’t predict
For I never made anything to make it happen
A long run is needed again to max out this conflict
Years of patience will be tested will be blacken

Another curtain closes and all the performers bow
Like the end of a fairy tail they all live happily ever after
We often day dream of how we would be someday it echo’s
Decision is yours to make and the right ones will be your armor

Distracted

Days I have lived under this roof has been numbered
An end to which I had never expected
I haven’t been myself lately
Wishing that time would stop completely

Day dreaming wondering in cyber world
Placing my self under my avatar hurled
Making it my real world sometimes
It’s very easy living in that game environment

And after playing that I’m back to reality
A ton of problems waiting just for me
How do I ever fix this damn freaking life of mine!?
When the world is so cruel with too much crime

I’m having difficulties making up for the time lost
Lord I’m so sorry if I have been too bad if that’s the cost
My miserable life I have to live with forever
The heaviest burden that can’t be weight much longer

Good thing I have people around, that loves me
That I can run too when I’m crushed and in need
Thou I’m facing another crappy challenges
To keep on and never give up! That’s how life changes!

Dismay

I thought I would be happy, with what I gained
Thou it may seem selfish, I guess I’m not contented
I have seen love several times
It come’s and goes like day and night

This may be the first time, I have fallen out of love
To that someone, I can’t understand why?
She may be fair or not, but to me it’s nothing
Now I have tried to regain that lost emotions

But not to avail, it may be lost forever…
As my heart tries to search for the special feeling
I don’t know why all of a sudden, the fire went out.
I don’t have anyone else… or somebody new…

All I wanna do now is to be alone and see…
I lost my touch to keep my love strong
When I thought that it was all I needed
Maybe I’m just facing a lot of problems…

So now I won’t do anything yet
And say what I have in me, I still care for that person
Maybe I was just been too concealed
And didn’t see everything else around me.

The Cure

Someone I have met has an illness…
I wish I could just remove that ailment away from that person
A lot of things happened and I’m not impress
The way she thinks always reflex her actions

I can’t do anything when it strikes…
I’m not a doctor or nurse in critical situations
Hope is all I have and a prayer to give a spike
As to ignorance, I have been dwelling on

The pain and agony I saw on her face…
She tried to smile though it was in vain…
I know she’s trying to be strong in her case
But to me it shouldn’t be like a game

She just ignores the sickness and continues with no care
As if it was never there at the first place…
She‘s just like my aunt with cancer, before
You’ll never know where it will end…

I have seen her suffered long enough
I need a way to save her and bring her back to the normal life…
One way or another, a thing like this has a cure
The only answer to all my questions and dilemma.

Can’t let love slip away

I have loved my girl for a very long time…
She’s been a very BIG part of me, since from the very start
As I look back on how the years passed, we shined
To be together and holding on, never be apart

Day and night we stayed together
Sharing lonely moments that spells forever
And each day we see, our love gets stronger
Growing every minute, that we get closer

And if one day we have to say goodbye
Go on our separate ways, I think I would cry…
I wouldn’t know how to get by on my own, I might die
After all the loving and passion you have shown…

So as for me, I’ll never say goodbye
I’ll do anything to never break the chain
Even if were separated by distance
I’ll cross any part of the world to be home with you

My heart only rest in your arms
It’s where I found love and completeness
You have been my life’s commitment
To be with you forever, I will never regret…

Blue Skies

All day long I sat here in front of my window
Counting clouds, smelling the cool breeze of air
At one moment I noticed as the wind blows
It all become so quiet I can’t compare

I was in a trance and all was so peaceful
Seeing the trees sway and the rice field as well
The only place to complete the hole…
That’s been missing in my heart I can tell

The feeling I missed for quiet sometime
To describe, it’s like where you truly belong
A place which you watch as seasons change
And all of the memories of love and songs

As I watch the sun set on the hills
A lot of simple things flash in front of me
You cannot be rich to have it all
Nor poor to say you cannot have anything…

We all live underneath the same blue sky
It makes us one thou we are individuals
And we all share its rays and sunlight
The bluish color that give you comfort so cool!

So always be ready for anything that comes
Like typhoon or rain storms you can’t predict them at once
Because when it rains you’ll always get wet
There’s no escape through it I can tell…

Rising Force Under Dog

My Race as a member of the Holy Alliance of Cora
Suffered too much in the start of the crimson dawn…
Before that started we owned the mines like hell
And even if we are small in numbers we fight till the end

Other races can’t be compared to the ups and downs we had
Even in the start of exploring the novus sector…
It really sucks to have few backup along the way
So you really have to help each other out in tight situations

Supplies are also very short and in demand
You’ll gonna have a hard time looking for your desired equipments
But the best part of it, is that, you will easily know more of the people you interact with
Like a oval that goes around in circles, you’ll always see each other

Another problem is that we are lacking in unity
Most of us are loners and would just fight like we are 1 against the world
Because that’s what most of the pioneers experience in the old days
You’ll always have to look out for your selves

You rarely see my race in numbers but we have the iron will
Even if the wars seem to be lost and in to vain
We still manage to race and defend our chip.
And we need a stronger leader to help us defeat the other races

Acretians and the ferderation of Belato union has been our biggest problem
They have been attacking our neutral settlements
We, the children of Decem must not falter in any form
For we are the neutral race and to keep the order in its rightful place

Chime

Music that plays inside my mind over and over

That has a lot of relevant meaning that portraits me

A sound of melody that makes you laugh or cry

A song that tells your life and how you struggled amidst the odds

Inspired and jiving on how you hear it

Your own definition of the paragraphs with each line

Takes you the time when you have fallen and risen

Like when the tables turn, you will never know

Bells that ring and rhymes with every single beat

A flawless chime of romance and reality

All at once has been a picture perfect on your mind

Events which you have no control

Medley of each and every person that blends

Joining all and all with serenity and harmony

It touches the heart and soul with all its meaning

And describes a tune of relaxed atmosphere

But when all has not combine and agree with one another

Distraction and its entire whole will be broken

Play it with all you have and don’t be astray

To continue its grace and fulfill its momentum…

It’s A Date

I was a bit late, but all came out as we have expected
The night was young so we had a little chat about our day
Seeing her eyes sparkle and dance, while telling me her secrets
She’s like a child that had found someone to play with X_X

We went to my place after all that has been said and done
We listened to some music and sing some songs ^_^
We didn’t had enough sleep last night even if we’re already in bed X_X
We had some more chitchat the whole evening till morning ^_^

We talk about what’s gonna happen next…
And how we will be seeing each other again
I was so hesitant to make any moves
So I just laid back and relaxed

After falling to sleep just a couple of hours
She woke me up to put my arms around her as she tried to sleep
Having her so close to me, I can already smell the perfume she’s wearing
The scent of her hair that made me crazy and cant stop from kissing it.

She smiled and kissed me back to my surprise ^_^
We had our moment and it was so GREAT!
I still can’t forget what happened this morning and still dreaming about it
As we say our goodbye’s I can’t believe that she’s already mine.

Lazy Mornings ^_^

I open my eyes and see you beside me.
To stay like this with you, a beautiful view
To see the sun touch your skin and see your eyes on me
Your morning smiles that takes me out of the blue

Whispering to your ears how much you mean to me
And hugging you oh so tight and say I missed you!
To kiss your nose and your eyes that’s what I might do
For I’m so happy to have someone like you

How I wish to wake up each day with you
To have you all by my self for the rest of my life
And to have and prepare your breakfast you don’t have a clue
I will make sure that it will be special and hyped!

After eating break fast in bed
A lot of cuddling before we get set
I’m a really romantic person, but only to the one I loved
To live in this world with you I have no regrets

As we make it through our daily routines
To be back again to each others arms I always dream
To hear you giggles and laughter in scenes
It melts my heart and me like a cream

And when its time to sleep, you want me to massage you
To smell your hair and kiss your skin my way of showing I love you
May it lead to passion or not as long I have you
Again, my mornings will always be great coz I’m with YOU!

Take me to the TIME

A sound that breaks the barrier of a single grip

The wind that blew onto the ground

A sigh that came from that small window

I said that I wont make any expectations

But I become lonely

However I had no intentions if giving up

If the chime came to life

The reality would just pass quicker, right?

Unlike a window made of glass

My feelings were a bit different

Since then came freedom

My dream I just can’t seem to put it into words

On that painful night anyone could be my company

I knew what I wanted but I didn’t wish for it

I laughed at my weakness in my dreams

I just want to control it…

Because I don’t intend to lose

If a finger would have poked me back then

I wouldn’t turn around

If it’s me, so I don’t intend to be done in just yet

I cant bluff

I lost my hope to cheer up

Since I hesitate which way to choose

I didn’t want to become a hindrance

If I only have the resolve to understand….

It’s always a freedom to choose!

My dreams will never be a broken one

I moved on in a period when I was scared the most

I want to return to the wasted time when I just looked down

Dreams in which I smiled

I strongly believe in the generation changed by time

I leaned against the cracked wall in my room

Since I fulfilled what I vowed to do.

Volatile

Each careless step and false move,
Thou it may seem cool, and surprisingly unnoticed
It always ends with a lot of hate and regret
To which all of us has been ignoring

I may sound like I’m not involve in any case
It’s for all to know and for ME to take
Even you already knew, your wrong doings
You still continue up to the last break

But the thing is, we’re all curious to where it might lead
As to experience how our heart bleeds
Toying with our selves and others
A unjust and precautionary measure, a curse

To be true and fair coz I’m not that tough
I’m also a person in this field… I have suppressed long enough
plunge into this scariest venture, gamble of passion
to which I have been astray, this couple of days

Before I did set my life to which and where I must go
Been there, done that, see it all and still….
It knock in my mind to view and explore what else can I do?
As it all came clear and had endured the test

Suddenly I have been negligent and unjust
I found my self with someone else…
And the same thing happened the week after that…. X_X another girl X_X
All was really fast, like I tried to stay away and it still follows you

So while making this paragraph I have visualized
I’m not a saint or a martyr …
We have our limits and boundaries, but still you tend to cross it
Then again I was weak and my judgement was blinded with liquor.

The Girl Last Night

One night in a friends place
I saw a girl and was amazed by her grace
I really wanted to know her name
Tried to be a fool just to make her say

I got her name and cellphone number too!
Texting, calling, flirting till the night is through
After that day I was bewitch
To see her again I thought was just a wish!

I called her and we met
I learned a lot from her with everything she said
The girl I like was already with someone else
Raised my hopes high, but this is not the end

We kinda had an agreement and everything’s been set
Making a relationship like this feels so awkward
Like we are lovers already with no care
To which I was shocked co’z she was too fast for me!!!

When its time to say goodbye, I wanna be with her just for a while
I really wanna spend more time with her and gave a good night kiss
Don’t worry boy, I said to my self there’s always tomorrow….
And here I am again, alone and I don’t understand what happened?

Farewell….

The day has come when I will leave the room I’m so used to living in

My new journey is still disorienting me

On the bus to the station
I emailed my friend

On the platform in the morning, I tried calling too
But it felt like something had changed

I’ve brought one old guitar with me
I’ve left all my photos behind

Letting something go and then gaining something new
Does the same cycle repeat itself?

When I pretend to be strong, it always leads to dreams
When I let myself be cowardly, the insanity stops

As the train began to move
I cried a little….

I prayed that the road that spread out outside the window
Wouldn’t change

The person who gave me the old guitar
Is already gone now…

I’ve stopped looking for answers
It doesn’t matter if I make mistake after mistake

The red sunset is cut up by the buildings

I hold back my tears

But the beginning of each new morning
Will bring confusion for me, won’t it?

Going back to the place I have founded

Starting again from small scratches.

I can’t only choose the right things
That’s how much I really know

Apart

Why? when I have bonded…
Showed my true colors somehow
Made connections with mix feelings
Gave my trust and everything

Then out of the blue you’re all alone again
This scenario I experienced over and over
Will this ever end?
Why do it always finish in a sorrowful way?

Could there be another chance….
That we could be together again?
Making it possible even if its gone
Things that are asked inside my mind.

Longing is all I can do
Missing the moments and memories
Cherishing every time that you had
The remembering…..

Its gonna be hard from here and then
To make it through, the final calling
As I see me fall again and again…
Maybe I need something to catch me then?

Being apart makes you wonder
What’s life with or with out you in it?
Will I grow? Or will I be dragged?
Then again we choose our own destiny hehe! ^_^

Another Failure…

Once I though I would make it through

Like smooth sailing into the clear horizon

But then again storms can’t be predicted

So I was so relax and confident that I will reach shore.

Then the storm came and took all my men off board

The sails were broken down and the ship sank too

Now as I lie to bed and think what had went wrong?

Its always the captain of the ship that’s to blame of it all

My life is really full of disappointments

I never really expect too much in anything I do

I would go to any war around the world

I wont mind if I can’t return back home

There’s no meaning in life if it’s full of disappointments

It’s better to fight and die for the only thing that you believed in

Another chapter of my life has ended

Opening another one might be a disappointment

I don’t feel so good about my self anymore

I been rejected so many times before X_X

Lost my eagerness and pride

I need someone to comfort me and take me high

Someone that would be always there to console me

Against the odds with all I have left

To strive again is my next step

To climb and reach for success to reach the top never give up!

The Guilt…

A hunting a conscience shouting!

Telling you have done a deed that shouldn’t be

Having it with you makes you suffer

Time passes and the load gets heavier.

I was so naïve and so drunk

You wont know what a couple of shots may take you

Another day that has been called

To a new start I guess lets see what unfolds.

I feel like I took advantage or overtake the test of fate

I was so weak and I can’t control the urges

Now I’m here wondering and makin my self hate

The feeling that shouldn’t show I lost my courage!

I never expected to be so cold

As if I really didn’t knew that I could do it!

I tried to suppress every single ounce of it

But all spilled like water holding with your hands.

I can’t control it and was carried by it

I guess I have my limit and I did break

Now the remorse I have and the guilt I take

My hearts torn with to much ache.

Lost Everything

Now that im on the point of no return

All is lost together with all its meaning

The love that I thought would last forever

If now a dream that would just fade forever

My mind havin a hard time to think

As if there’s no tomorrow for me to see

As I think with all my might I always sink

This may be may fate it has always been.

I cant think straight with all this liquor in my head

Thou I act tough, I feel that I have been broken

The future I build has been shattered

Another part of me has me battered

Pieces of memory is now that’s left

Only a few good moments a cherishing felt

Im having a memory break down

I wish I was numb and tolerable of the pain I am havin

How I wish I could die right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That’s only a few steps to do it somehow….

But later I would try to kill myself

Im so useless another casualty no one will care

As I count my few seconds in life…..

Please bear with me it might take a while

I should have die a long time ago

I can feel death coming right now

This might be my last post….

Goodbye to all I have lived with

A last chance a last breath

This sharp blade will stop the pain I have

Grace

To wish and found a simple place

Like a journey, traveling with no face

Being with people that I don’t know

A lot of meaning from them I’ve grown

As now for me I’m winding up

To be thankful and gracious a bunny hop!

This may not be me that’s doing this

Another side, 2^nd person to make it a bliss

To had found that simple place

The end of the journey in her grace

To which I never would have thought

Surprisingly amazed and humble caught

Feeling weary and exhausted

Never imagined to be welcomed

This may be a place for all

Makin it possible when all has fall

Reaching the distance a direction

Having it as your own can be that decision

To have traveled with someone

Together along the way as one

Now a glorious leap a sudden rush

Not knowing of what the ending make it flushed

To take a chance makes it easy with no haste

To have it at once to her faithful grace ^_^

Touch ^_~

I was shocked and surprised, i felt your presence

a sudden rush of blood cant move a muscle

As I look slowly that you where there

I was happy and nervous cant describe how I felt

As you breathe and touch my back

I found that I wasn’t dreaming a fantasy

Reality struck and hit me hard!

I can’t explain on what would I do?

You may have just switch something in me

A link to which I try to hide

But it felt good to be near you at the same time

Well what can I say to good to be true ^_^

I never thought that time would fly so fast

That I totally forgotten it’s been a month since I fell for you

Days has passed so quickly yet I done nothing to pursue

My life and many other bigger things my tragedy is sweetness undefined.

I live my life according to the choices I make

I may not be perfect but I can still make it somehow….

I believe that all our actions has a consequence

That why no move from me can be found T_T

At least I had a chance ^_^

To me it’s a big thing, kinda burn all of a sudden

Feeling hot when the temperatures cold

Another stolen moment a grasp of air some good things never last…

To Let GO….

Having to love someone with out a concent
like a personal feeling that cant be bent
to see you happy in someone elses arms
a grinding feeling, you cant do anything

To known and accepted what has happened
a fate that cross the limits at the end
having this inside tears me apart
if only i could, should, would, word on my mind

So now im here expressing what i have
a submerged thought, awaken me abard
feeling defeated, a surrendering truce
to play dumb X_X is all i can do

There was no choice at the very start
my hands are tied and cant be apart
all i can do is watch you here
well what can i say, you have it clear

Its no good to look around, see it go by
holding the thoughts that crosses my mind
for this has been a honest night
no more reasons to stay and fight

As this regret is not to avail
no more guilt i must say ~_~
the person i like is happy with someone else
hope she’ll be happy, someone that i used to love T_T

Forever Forever!

This word may sound to long or everlasting
its meaning, so deep and containing
a word that has been used several times
thou some had succeed other meant to fail

The sound of it makes you feel good or bad
but when we talk about love theres more to it than that ^_^
forever in my heart you will stay
a term i always say to the person i love

To say forever to someone is a dedication
to be true as always the momentum
like a heart that beats must not stop
for when it stops all is lost to gloom

Trying to be strong makes me sensitive to others
my feelings cant halt a sudden reach
i’ve fallen to a pit of dispair and delema
react to how i feel, throws me further away to forever

Its always a pain if your being tormented
a hunting like your conscience X_X
i must be contented no more words to be said
the presequel another issue hay….

Forever is a promise forever is a curse
what choice you make ends up to be a burst!
so be careful to handle heart cases
for it might not turn out good and become forever… X_X

Confessions

I Know this is not right
the words you read the meanings in my mind
to speak so clear with all my might
the words i feel and all i can find

To say and confess every thing i have
a ounce of humbleness a careless thought
but now i am drunk and too doll to behave
as my mind speck my fingers tell…

Another solitude a single step
to say the things i held cant be helped
being this way brings me to a depth
as always a sacrifice cant be dealthed

Im very shallow as what they may say
its what i am i cant be changed
to make me a hit man can be possible in just a couple of hay..
a pace that i must placed

To be my self i cannot chase
for the reason that makes me become a simple guy
the only thing that my card i bet my ace
all in the only reason why….

Im so complicated with all my stupidity and all
to have me as a friend a burden you might call
to be a imbecile like me is not a choice
im so honest must not make a noise

As you read this crap poem of mine..,
a waste of time a worthless mime..
for i cannot say and pretend to be carefree
a moment of truth that i must see X_X

Missin

She’s my friend and also a best friend a person you can depend on ^_^ im missin her so much thats what i wanna send even if it was just days we parted ways

She strict but sweet and can be mean X_X when my worlds down she’s all i need she makes me feel that im loved i miss that feeling so warm and tough

She’s all i have in this world of mine to loose her means the end of my line trying hard to restrain every single urge… to touch and see you would be my mission on a burdge

I can still remember your lingering scent your long black hair that i adore i can imagine your soft smooth skin on me you cheerfull face that makes me calm

I always recall what we always do being together until the nigth is through places which we used to share seeing them once again i cant bear…

Im all alone rigth now only myself and the four walls in my room Seeing my self with out you in it… its like a nightmare a dream that must not come true!

So now im here waiting for your return even forever i hope i can dare a life like this is so blue with out you your the happiness that i cant find

Only your promise that keeps me going on the only faith i hold dearly in my heart to stay strong a task i must own i love you so much that you know im yours for just the taking

And eventhou we are miles apart you will stay with me forever in my heart a place that you can only have A big part of me the source of my existance

~_~SeasonS ~_~

A new breeze came my way

a flow of air that kisses my face

to wake up and have this day

i always pray and thank God for his grace

I feel like new, never to be blue

like a child with his new toy

not a single minute that i think of you

an endless feeling of joy

Now i can over take this feeling

never turn back and i will stay in what i believe in

Its really hard and frustrating to be like this

but in the end you be glad that you did it ^_^

As we go back tru memory lane

a dose of pictures and places that u had been

thinking of the pass remembering the moments

do you think you could throw it all away?

The time you shared with the person you love

this feeling keeps me stronger

i made a promise that you would be the only one

im true to my words until the end

Just a piece of advice i have learned

never talk unless ur unprepared

to say words that shouldn’t be said

its deadly and vigorous always a bad end

So now learning from all my mistakes

its like SEASONS that changes and comes back

so to have known it i’ll be prepared!

when its here i’ll conquer fear!

^_^ Strong and Be Faithful ^_^

Im Happy!!!

Today i’ve talk to her
Even just a phrase or a moment
to see her looking at me
could melt me away….

To steal a moment is just a chance
to me its so rare and a blast!
Cant seem to fix my self in a glance
cant look straight this is it at last!

Trying to be normal makes it hard
also trying that i have to leave a mark
but the harder i try lets me out of my gaurd
to say the words i often bark

So now im Happy ^_^ even for a moment
To see your eyes dance when you laugh
how i wish i could tell you more…
sorry im a coward and i cant break my word

Im almost at my limit of holding back!!!!
to be like this forever i need to be stonger
but how can i do that when i cant resist your charm?
as if you bewitch me or gayuma argh!!!

Cant help but try to look away
i guess its my only option to be isnabero
sowi na uubos n english ko lalo n pag masaya ako! haha!
please be my inspiration and the only reason that
im still holding on to this training

Behind the CLouds

As i gaze the sky at night
a star is shining so bright
i wonder why you are so pretty
your so far cant reach u completly

All i can do is stare at you
hoping that you would see me too
amids my foggy days your always there
i wont be lost and i wont dare

If only i can travel and reach ur place
that wud be great! ill be in haste
but now im trying to hold
what i have inside never unfold

Waiting wanting pleeding to see you
Please be there in my solitude
hope is lost never had a clue
to be with you is a dream and if only i cud

For i have fallen for the star
Amazingly i’ve reached this far
until when will i conseal
if you’ve known how i feel

Im in Love?

The way you walk and dress is so perfect no fashion statement
your long black hair that i been wanting to touch
your face hunts my dreams and even simply by day dreaming
i act awkwardly and cant seem to relax when you caught me looking X_X

And at night i cant sleep and wondering what are you doing
always eager to see you again, even if by distance i dont care
and all i have is just pictures of you on my mind
im a fan and thats all i am coz thats all i can ever be

listening to your voice makes me smile for no reason
and wen im looking at you, theres no other person around you
and you become all what i think about
I get high with just your smell

One sided love i dont mind
to see you happy all the time is so fulfilling
always a ding dong sound that buzz my ears when i hear your name
cant control the feeling gets stronger day by day

i look crazy and often smile when im thinking of you
and i’ll do anything just to have a moment of your time
while reading this, there was one person on my mind the
whole tym and its you
its really love or else what can you call it?

The Maiden in My Mind

A magic moment i remember
i raised my eyes and you wer there
a fleeting vision, the quintessence
of all thats beautiful and rare

I pray to mute despair and anguish
to vain pursuits and world esteems
long did i near your soothing accents
long did your features hunt my dreams

She is not fair to outward view
as many maidens be
her loveliness i never knew
until she smiled at me
oh, then i saw her eyes was bright
a well of love, a spring of life

But now her eyes are coy and cold
to mine they cant seem to hold
and yet i cease not to behold
the love light in her eyes
her very frowns are fairer far
than the smiles of other maiden are

LoVe is a thing with feathers
that perches in the soul
and sings a tune without words
and never stops at all

there is a Maiden sweet and kind
was never a face so pleased my mind
i did see her passing by
and yet i cant do anything but only say hi!

Her Gesture, motion and her smiles
her wit, her voice my heart beguiles
beguiles my heart i know not why
the flow of every moment i could fly

Now im all alone in my gloomy room
Trying to find the right words that express how i feel
my life is almost at the end and im doomed!
for i have made my self be peeled

I should have told you everything
Of what i am to u is real
im not expecting for anything
i just want to say i love you thats the deal

Crush Oh Crush! ^_^

My heart skip a beat
a pause in one moment so sweet
the trobing and pounding
cant seem to stop no ending

You gave me inspiration
you always turns me on
knowing you have this power
the thought goes deeper

Wondering in my mind
day dreaming imagining wat i could find
i cant think straigth my eyes crossed yours
uneasy sweaty feeling getting nervous

Cant find the right words to say
to say whati have i always pray
im so dumb in this field
thats why maybe im always in yield

I really wanted to confess
I really dying to know
what you will say or do
im gonna be so blue

My heads blank and your in it
my mind and heart has reached tilt!
you may call me crazy
I might give u a flower or daisy

feeling in heaven, all of the angels singing
thats what ill be my moment…
to known you and loved u
will you be there forever kahit isang saglit…

Two to Love X_X

Loving is always fun ur heart beats fast u can run! devoting to that sum1 the things that need to be done

Love is always a concept anyone inside isnt excempted a feeling of commitment a word to be true until the end

To love in my own way to xpress my passion per day but wat if one day came new person new name…

Each day together makes it easy to falter im sorry im a weak im sorry i cant speak

I know this stupid heart of mine giving love so divine is it too much to ask or do i need to hide inside a mask?

Avoiding, ignoring, Pneuma What a pain.. what a delema i cant keep my act no really…. thats a fact….

Its so obious that my feeling show i must kill it never let it grow a point of choosing and loosing even now keeps on doozing

My only escape is death or may be my last breath but even thou at least i tried almost giving in im gonna be fried!

For this im doom for life i wish i have no feeling like a flyff what can i do,im a human i can feel i can bleed

But now i have proven my mind have spoken come what may come what may it my last HURRAY!

Poem 4 d Restless

Another Sleepless night

i always try to fight;

the feelings i keep

scorching me to deep!

How i WISH i could Scream!

feelings inside me even in dreams;

to utter my self like this

i cant think clearly, my heads in a bliss

To express what i have inside

is for me to keep even if i die!

for my restless heart that i hate

i cant stop it I’m so afraid!

I could never let it out

the second person should never let it shout!

suppressing this thought

a hard battle i must fought!

Though I’m having rough times

the pressure the problems, i must be a mime!

to speak means weak

to act in discreet

I’m on my life’s turning point

the moment of truth i been afraid of facing has joint!

now I’m in the edge

risking building the bridge

Hoping is all i have

please God!? no more problems that i can’t grab!

Testing me is your job

i have no objections, let me fly like a dove.

I have a feeling of helplessness

a remorse i guess…

but even thou i might fail

that’s the thought i always inhale

For I’m not expecting

that i know will always be changing

in case its my fate

let me die instead so it wont be too late!