Lost Everything

Now that im on the point of no return

All is lost together with all its meaning

The love that I thought would last forever

If now a dream that would just fade forever

My mind havin a hard time to think

As if there’s no tomorrow for me to see

As I think with all my might I always sink

This may be may fate it has always been.

I cant think straight with all this liquor in my head

Thou I act tough, I feel that I have been broken

The future I build has been shattered

Another part of me has me battered

Pieces of memory is now that’s left

Only a few good moments a cherishing felt

Im having a memory break down

I wish I was numb and tolerable of the pain I am havin

How I wish I could die right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That’s only a few steps to do it somehow….

But later I would try to kill myself

Im so useless another casualty no one will care

As I count my few seconds in life…..

Please bear with me it might take a while

I should have die a long time ago

I can feel death coming right now

This might be my last post….

Goodbye to all I have lived with

A last chance a last breath

This sharp blade will stop the pain I have