Another Sleepless night
 i always try to fight;
 the feelings i keep
 scorching me to deep!
 How i WISH i could Scream!
 feelings inside me even in dreams;
 to utter my self like this
 i cant think clearly, my heads in a bliss
 To express what i have inside
 is for me to keep even if i die!
 for my restless heart that i hate
 i cant stop it I’m so afraid!
 I could never let it out
 the second person should never let it shout!
 suppressing this thought
 a hard battle i must fought!
 Though I’m having rough times
 the pressure the problems, i must be a mime!
 to speak means weak
 to act in discreet
 I’m on my life’s turning point
 the moment of truth i been afraid of facing has joint!
 now I’m in the edge
 risking building the bridge
 Hoping is all i have
 please God!? no more problems that i can’t grab!
 Testing me is your job
 i have no objections, let me fly like a dove.
 I have a feeling of helplessness
 a remorse i guess…
 but even thou i might fail
 that’s the  thought i always inhale
 For I’m not expecting
 that i know will always be changing
 in case its my fate
 let me die instead so it wont be too late!
 
 

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